Saturday, April 28, 2012

Fishie

Yea. I m so excited to attend SWIMMING CLASS every Sunday! One hour just don't seem like enough for me /.\ I feel like go swimming every day!! Slim my body, to get away the big tummy and exercise make people feel fresh! I need it so much! I dont know why I love swimming so much since this year~I just love it! and there's another advantage, you would no necessary find a partner to do this exercise! Oh yeah! But accompany/accompanies will be great too : )

 



I was like a Nanny now. At first, Louis Baby got HFMD. So, I have to take him out from my house, went to his house, take care of him individually. Can you imagine a sick baby that is so playful? THAT is children...Sing and Dance and watch him learned the dance with only hands like I did, Act like a clown, Jump like an elephant to make him laugh HAHA! Its FUN and also exhaust. Nvm, as an exercise. but I need more rest and sleep for that-.-  Now,another baby also affected by HFMD (Hand Feet Mouth Disease/Virus). It's a common illness of infants. Don' worry and they will be very "naughty" and suffering these days as they don't know how to talk, they just keep 'cry'. Sometimes they are not crying, they have crocodile tears. shout like crying. No ways to stop them at last they need your LOVE too. *HUGHUG And when they are crying, means they need HUG. and HUGGING a baby for more than ten minutes is definitely tired for everyone...even guys, cause they have no patient to coax the babies! 


SUNDAY! I look for it every weekend. But after swimming session, I am so BORING at home. Mum and Dad went out and I left at home, facing the comp in the "Oven" Room. DAMN HOT! There are less people online on Facebook on Sunday noon. All went out for family day,i guess. 

It is so Speechless that I am so NOOB. I went for driving lessons for 16 hours, and I passed JPJ test, but still yet I don't know HOW TO DRIVE (cars other than my coach's kancil or kancils). I was like KANCIL is the best car in the world, for now. I think I will not feel this way after I get to know how to drive the CARS other than Kancil. I can't go swimming if I want. Thats what I excited about when I know I was going to take License. But now. NAH, who asked you to be so stupid at driving /.\

I decided to take Form 6 and gave up UNMC, as the fees are SO EXPENSIVE, and...my family can't afford it seriously. How good if I got flying colours in SPM/.\ NVM, Form6 will be fine TOO!=D

It doesn't mean I really give up, I just take another pathway that suits me to achieve my dreams :)






Enjoy Your SUNDAY! =D

2.23p.m
29.04.2012

Thursday, April 19, 2012

氧气

如果,可是,但是,好像,可能,应该,或许等等等,经常在安慰自己的时候出现

那真的是安慰吗?还是理论?或是说服会比较贴切?

在这我不知用什么词语去形容的“行为”中,我乱了,我疯了,怎么也找不出个答案,怎么也找不到平衡点,矛盾很多,理论很多,像是身边有好多的声音,脑海会出现假想,会想把假想变成现实,然后矛盾又来了,理论又挺身而出,那些曾经在耳边回荡的声音更加喧哗,脑子受不了,然后我就...流泪哭了。乌...这就是转牛角尖吗?......

好希望 有个人 在我难过伤心生气的时候 能听我说 以能安慰我的方式安慰我 =')
快出现嘛~~~ :"/

什么 是寂寞?
20.04.2012

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

可能 爱你

    那天耐不住无聊 看了《我可能不会爱你》。很好奇戏名,为什么是 我可能不会爱你 而不是 我不可能会爱你 ?是因为...可能随时会变成不可能,而不可能就是不可能 (?) 看过了才知道,原来这部戏,那么的耐人寻味。好久没看戏..看得那么 "投入" 了,虽然这部爱情剧,只会让我感伤,不会让我大哭,除非一念之差,想哭了就会哭。至少这样 "投入" 情绪会有些起伏,生活情绪不那么平淡 乏味。
 
    戏如人生,人生如戏。有时候,一首歌或一部戏剧就是记载光阴的标签。


   “如果你爱我,你会来找我...” 以后如果我谈恋爱了,我会是怎样的一个情人 ?呢


    考车,除了实力,也得靠运气。谢天谢地,on the road的考官是个女考官,不会那么蛮不讲理。在路口转弯时,他叫立刻转,我却当没听见,到线再转,她扶得紧紧地,好像很怕那样,坐这些不知驾车能力如何的新手的车很像玩过山车厚~

   好感谢教车的AUNTY,她真的是个好教练。若不是她教得好,耐心地教,耐心地讲解,我不会那么顺利通过考试,也不会驾车。一个社会观察家,懂得看透人的性格的教练。

    等过几天拿到驾驶执照,我以后能合法驾车了。想去游泳也就能自己去游了。现在除了游泳,我还想不出一个人驾车能到哪儿去。近来就是很想很喜欢游泳。却尤其有时难免会很" 囧 ",当小红来敲门时。



通过了考试,拿了驾照,并不是结束,而是人生路程旅途的开始。



    把凌乱的房间在周末空闲打扫了一番,总算是像样一点了,也让我一开始时吓了一跳 有点不习惯床边的那个柜子上那么整洁没有哩哩啦啦一大堆东西。



原来大力呼气,像叹气那样呼气,对舒缓紧张的心情是有帮助的 = )



晚安。
17.04.2011

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

失眠

原来上网已逐渐养成习惯,一不小心就会不能自拔
就像今晚,本来说好要早睡,却在网上挂着,没有睡意

可能是晚上出去吃晚餐喝茶的关系,书上说易失眠的人最好在早上11点前饮用
可能自己平时就很迟睡的关系,加上喝过茶,结果又不小心..........上网到凌晨

黑眼圈很深很深很深深到大海中央去了......


我想要早睡早起,减肥去!哈哈哈哈!
好!那就明天开始!



我从来没想过那么女人的东西,改善自己的形象...美化尴尬的东西化妆.保养.等等
因为我是懒人....我还是...小孩...

自我感觉很好,自以为自己还不错了!
其实我很烂
妈妈阿姨嫌我肥
表姐嫌我丑
我嫌自己又肥又丑
爸爸从来没说出口

计划从来就只是纸上谈兵。


再次晚安我的部落=)



灯塔

脑海里的想法,像桌球上的白球不停地.不定不停地被撞来撞去。


周末开始了第一堂游泳班
竟然忘了带新泳衣,我的妈呀~
一小时很快就过了,教练好忙/.\

有度数的泳镜带了让人不想/忘了脱下...
以后我也来当游泳教练吧   哇哈哈    慢慢等.....

肤色晒得很不均匀,但黝黑的皮肤还真酷呢~


现在在想,要是刚好小红来访,那怎么办?
当女人真是麻烦...

放弃了理想大学,只因学费贵得不像话
就乖乖当个中六小妹妹吧 =D




真话原本就最难听。
若听多了心里难以负荷,该往哪种管道使得舒畅 ?


世界本来就不公平
只要做好自己 尽本分 和跟着良心走,知足常乐   ...太阳还是照耀着我们那自由自在的世界。




不同的眼睛,看到不同的世界。
您的眼睛,看不到他的世界,
所以不要以自己的天空  来衡量他人的世界。

晚安我的部落 : )



晚安
11.04.2012