我很丑

懂得感恩的人很漂亮。


1.11p.m
31.12.2010

Speak now

I am loving this song NOW

Speak now-Taylor Swift

I am not that kind of girl

Who should be rudely barging in

On a white veil occasion

But you are not the kind of boy

Who should be marrying the wrong girl

 

 

I sneak in and see your friends

And her snotty little family

All dressed in pastel

And she is yelling at a bridesmaid

Somewhere back inside a room

Wearing a gown shaped like a pastry

\

This is surely not

What you thought it would be

I lose myself in a daydream

Where I stand and say:

Don't say yes, run away now

I'll meet you when you're out

Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow

You need to hear me out

And they said "speak now"

 

Fun gestures are exchanged

And the organ starts to play

A song that sounds like a death march

And I am hiding in the curtains

It seems I was uninvited

By your lovely bride-to-be

 

She floats down the aisle

Like a pageant queen

But I know you wish it was me

You wish it was me, don't you?

Don't say yes, run away now

I'll meet you when you're out

Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow

You need to hear me out

And they said "speak now"

Don't say yes, run away now

I'll meet you when you're out

Of the church at the back door

 

Don't wait or say a single vow

Your time is running out

And they said, "speak now"

 

Ooh, la, oh

Ooh, ooh

I hear the preacher say

"Speak now or forever hold your peace"

There's the silence, there's my last chance

I stand up with shaking hands, all eyes on me

Horrified looks from

Everyone in the room

But I'm only looking at you

I am not the kind of girl

Who should be rudely barging in

On a white veil occasion

But you are not the kind of boy

Who should be marrying the wrong girl

So don't say yes, run away now

I'll meet you when you're out

Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow

You need to hear me out

And they said, "speak now"

And you say

Let's run away now

I'll meet you when

I'm out of my tux at the back door

Baby, I didn't say my vows

So glad you were around when they said

"Speak now"

 

Well, and also the other songs from Taylor

Like Last Christmas

 

At first I heard Last Christmas by Ashley Tisdale

It's a sweet sound.

 

But Taylor Swift is a different feel.

 

I think I would use my Dot Red Points to change Taylor Swift's New Album "Speak Now"

怎么样的旅程

那会是怎么样的旅程？
他们不是我的父母

我就是这样emo的人，心情都不全以表情泄露
一副严肃样，会给人添烦恼
别人会不顺心

本来期待的心情
变得担心起来

这么多人的旅行
这么多陌生人的旅行
这么多得相处的陌生人的旅行



开学了
怎么办?


留或走？

请给我上一堂课
内容是家人

帮帮我，好吗？朋友

2.08p.m
20.12.2010
旆倪

话题

小插曲
其实可以不用口气那么重吗？
对于解决问题有帮助是否？


恭喜官太太
宣誓的那刻真是幸福啊~
当事人的心情又是如何？



陶陶居肉骨茶
那几位兄弟让我感觉很亲切
小时候爸爸偶尔会带我们到那儿吃肉骨茶
相隔多久多久我们又回到来了
环境是多么熟悉，啊~
不过...空气很污染，烟客真扫我的兴啊！



把假期的时间都花在重看电视剧和上网F.B真让我觉得很浪费！

如果我早点学会搭KTM去Midvalley
我会常去逛书店和享受Hi-tea!!!




多谢孔小姐的母亲带我们去见识见识
讲座很好听
拿汀的声音很甜美，很吸引人
和宣传照片的人完全不相称

心境是重点
思维是关键

正面的思维，值得学习！赞！

想像一个人在早晨听“改变自己”
和一个人听“哭过就好了”
接下来两位的心情会是怎么样？


见证两母女遭遇相同的一天^.^




当我觉得很有问题因为没话题
他却喜欢一家人在一起的感觉

的确没错，但如果没话题没沟通
当问题浮现杀你个措手不及，这感觉也不能持久了，不是吗?


精神可以长存。

2.16a.m
19.12.2010
旆倪

待机状态

处身于脑袋空白

一直想往洞里钻

什么是爱？

因为爱，会附属于什么自然而然的行动？

个性？

星座？

我心里怎么一直想自己的生活

自己，纯粹自己

一个人逛街 怎么成了我目前最想做的事？

一个正常的16岁少年，会有这种想法吗？

不都是应该想和一班朋友出门吗？

我  寂寞

REAL朋友不在身边

朋友爱  那是什么？

很安静 怎么变了，她的想法

I am who I am  我的想法

环境改变了我

我已无知无觉

爱，朋友爱，感恩....

？？？

倒数七天...

期待不一样的平安夜 圣诞节

1.14a.m

17.12.2010

旆倪

有个童年的回忆，叫卡通

PB&J OTTER

花生奶油果酱！哈咯！！！

鬼才画家

ART ATTACK!

SABRINA THE ANIMATED SERIES]

RECESS

小时候都听华文翻译

好怀念啊！~

那里才能找回这些卡通呢？

5.40p.m

15.12.2010

旆倪

BBQ

Barbecue

是昨天的计划
今天临时准备

若迟一步
计划泡汤

还好我们的脚步一切都刚刚好，不早不迟

边烤边吃，真的很享受
天气很配合，微风吹过，凉啊，爽啊




如果能和家人一起常这样，那该有多好~




某人没来或许也是件好事。
哼！





低个头
发现自己在逃避
不知从何时起
我不懂得如何面对那个人。


12.12.2010
3.04a.m
旆倪

顺风车

有没有那么顺风的车啊？

真希望奇迹出现
真希望自己有机会独立一些。


以后我要搭火车

纯粹只想搭火车

 不管北上南下

早晨四点躺在床上

我合着眼

脑力只想着怎么办

绞尽脑汁想与她会面

也想了一些约大家出来干嘛之类的

让我在床上躺着直到听见后院公鸡的奇怪的啼声

其实没多久，心里带着不安慢慢地睡着了

在我的计划里

都是一个人的

我不想麻烦妈妈

或许“我想回去一趟之旅”取消

因为我告诉妈妈你们都不在的缘故

下次先

我知道这不是我耍任性的时候

她可是在头痛着棘手的问题

其实有时候

我只是单纯地问问

并没有暗示的意思

而她却抱次者的心态

让我们都搞得僵了

其实其实

我没有任性

我脑子里根本没有你

我想自己解决

巴士路线如何？

难道只能坐以待毙吗？

妈妈总认为街上到处都是坏人

我很想很想很想自己自己自己自己拿着背包自己走路到巴士站或到火车站搭个巴士或搭KTM出门！！！
然后自己在应有尽有的购物中心里
看见什么想吃的就买来吃  拿着饮料食物穿越人潮  看见喜欢的衣服就去试穿  管他三七二十一  看见咖啡厅环境很欢喜就坐下来  点个下午茶一片蛋糕 欣赏周围或看个书  过着闲情得下午
我很想自己有这种能力

我喜欢独自  偶尔

信服面包，幸福面包

被猪吃了>.<

失望透底/顶？

11.29a.m

09.12.2010

旆倪

妈妈说

我说
我想自己搭车回去


大家都投了反对票


婆婆舅舅阿姨妈妈


信不过巴士司机
怎么就那么差劲呢？

妈妈说

会载我回去的

（这么好的妈妈，哪里找啊？别的妈妈说）

啊~伟大的母亲！

可是，是这个礼拜内

失望的是

大家这礼拜都不在呢！

晓琪会去Camp    丽贤和妙玲也是

文文嘉文刚巧来KL再上Penang

大家礼拜才回

而我会在这礼拜内回去

我想大家一起吃火锅或喝茶什么的

希望幻灭的那刻，我还能渴望什么？

还是我只好在梦里与你们相见了？

重逢的阻碍重重

天哪~

有没有会飞的扫帚让我喜欢飞回去就一个人飞回去呢？

真妒忌哈利波特有校長阿不思·邓布利多送给他呢~

钱

那是我们家现在缺的

而我

只会毫不忧虑的在花

这趟回去又会花多少银两呢？

钱包淌着血~

像我这种人

眼里就只有自己

自私的，冷血的，情绪化的

我能怎么办？

天生性格与个性

在我脑海里大对抗

烦恼得很

孤独的，承受的

都是我自己

我会不知所措

别人的恩惠

能接受吗？

香港之旅和一切~

我该怎么报答？

我不保证自己以后会是怎么样的...

我这种人

妈妈说

是不值得对我好的人

但他们还是对我很好

其实我也认同

这几天我也在想这问题。很头痛。

我也为自己感到头痛

想起半年前那男人把两张蓝色的纸张塞给我时

一转身，我眼角就泛起了泪光

最后还哭了一场...

是感动的心情促使泪水的涌泉

眼泪

每次进电影院

几乎都会流下眼泪，在大大的荧幕中电影情节里感触的那一幕

所以我觉得走出黑箱子踏入走廊的那一瞬间——很尴尬

脸上的泪干掉，担心留下印记

看起来Rapunzel是个很不错的电影

有最初卡通的记忆的感觉与视觉感

不过我没看

下映了吗？

夜猫子的代价就是当个熊猫子！

想念了吧？

冷血的家伙~

2.44a.m

09.12.2010

旆倪

F stands for...

肚子鼓鼓涨涨的，

像青蛙的大肚子，

像四个月的孕妇，

像中年发福的太太。

我不了为何

是因为基因和体质吧~

低头叹气

仅仅是我所做的。

我只想让自己健康一些

起码当个正常人每天做大生意嘛~

F.A.T

馋嘴

看见妈妈买回来的葡萄面包

看起来软软的

真想一口咬下去

如果这是早餐

不是宵夜

现在凌晨1.30

1.30a.m

07.12.2010

旆倪

追风筝的孩子

想想如果有片草地能放风筝，再让风筝意外地断线然后滑落
我将像那孩子一样往风筝的随风坠落的方向奔跑
穿过大街小巷翻墙越人潮地放肆奔跑，心里只想着风筝
这样简单的目的毫无复杂的心情，一定很棒！
最后我会拿着风筝向天空大喊：我追到风筝啦！




我想有一天
我会和个志同道合的好友背包旅行去
或许我们会在繁忙却很有闲情的越南喝着咖啡
或许我们会在纽西兰的草原挤着母牛的奶头
或许我们会在山上的树下闲情的咀嚼着自备的山楂片聊着童年
或许我们会在艺术街头里脸上带着微笑一动不动的让街头画家为我们作画
或许我们会在暖暖的温泉里浸泡着安静的享受着
或许我们会在巴黎铁塔前铺个野餐布坐着吃刚买的当地三文治欣赏眼前的夜景
或许我们会在自由女神面前留下合影
或许我们会在贫穷国度里给予不幸的孩子一丝温暖
或许还有好多或许我们意想不到的事发生
或许有一天这些或许都能成真




2.10a.m
06.12.2010
旆倪

结局要看完

恶作剧之吻
是一部很长很棒的电视偶像剧


经过三天的颓废日子加疯狂追戏
终于!!!...看完了！


每一幕都是经典，对我而言
会有期待的心情，怎么办？


好看的那一幕怎么拖那么久？
噢噢...是有点啰嗦，不过酝酿的很好!

昨天半夜一直拼命弯腰做瘦身操
结果今天...感觉好像生病那样
骨子里好痛，肚子又不舒服=.=

还倒霉得遇上制水
冰冰的冷水冲在我全身酸痛的上
简直只有‘痛’能形容

本来想说不要看完好，看到几乎结局团圆时就收手
让完美的画面到此为止
可最后还是抵不住
结局还是看完得好
结局好，心情好
然后念念不忘，脑海和眼中不停出现荧幕上的画面和幕后花絮
想想想自己该开始做什么都忘了



遇到对的人是种缘分















你要去瞄准你要的人











该结束半夜三更才入睡的习惯了
迟得有点过火...







Say that you love me
Say that you care




多想看你不经意的笑容


能不能再勇敢一点点？


我没有非上FB不可的理由
少上少上少上！！！
我要少上！！！
拜托~~~


那人说要换profile picture到现在还没换。

03.12.2010
8.57p.m
旆倪

恶作剧

重看《恶作剧之吻》

我太怀念了啦这感觉！！！

超好看的  我觉得。

就算让我知道我永远只是单恋

我也会藏着感谢

笑着和你说再见

什么嘛

妈妈说什么那男主角不美

我觉得超帅的好吗？！

^^

这感觉太奇异

我抱歉不能说明

那颓废的追戏日子又回来了

我只想做我想做的事——看恶作剧之吻！！！

只希望妈别太唠叨~

不是最新的韩版的，是林依晨和郑元畅主演的~
太好看了！！！！！！

妹：

怎么我喜欢看的戏你都不看？

而你喜欢看的戏我故意不喜欢看？？

还是我喜欢看的戏你也故意不喜欢看？

我想我会开始想念你

可是我刚刚才遇见了你

这种感觉只有在这套戏里...才找得到。

10.02p.m

01.12.2010

旆倪

I miss MISS F

之前的书展的一天工被我拒绝
现在我又回心转意了

期待明天！
六小时工作加久违的电影Harry Potter

希望买得到票啊~~~
我可不想错过了

去年和F一起看HP，今年我也想和F一起看
可是...没有可能
我没有会飞的扫帚！



两母女的勾心斗角战
我很不想参与
难过的是我

2号
和事佬，认命吧！



钱不够用_我们面对着同样的问题
真的很想打工
有心而力不足

那天去问工，她说

我们不请学生

他们不要请打暑假工的学生。

我只好带着被拒绝与沉闷却又装作没事的心情.....回去。

打电话遮掩心情，很好用的一招。

现在遭遇到被拒绝都不能应付，以后出社会怎么办？
那可是残忍现实的社会啊！





几时能回新山？




部落的密码充满了思念的感概。


28.11.2010
2.08p.m
旆倪

Get away~

Evening coming soon
I hate it!
Because grandma will nagging at me to go and eat!!!

What ?! I know what to do!
I dont like instruction



or judge!




Holiday Life too bored
I am going to find my to-do list and realize it!


Is there anything to do except log in FB or keep refresh blogger?
I mean. It's seems we cant live without computer and internet or games even tv shows.
Yea...For many of them , included me, reading !

I gonna find some way out!

You just can't do other things ? Except playing computer?
If you are asked this, the person who asked must be busy in his/her life, maybe businessman or businesswoman.

I don't like to be asked this question, like I am so free AND my life so bored !


Here I come~











Being sensitive is no .....good!


BYE````


27 Nov 2010
4.36p.m

记得那从前

• 人生有许多十字路口，但最关键的就那么几步。

买了本好书！

今天逛书展去，漫无目的的走走看看

心里没有想买的书，这样逛的确有些闷骚

我记得上次买的书都还没看呢

不过，看见买一送一又买两本有便宜

心痒痒，还是又买了五本书

G，我的书橱塞满了好多新书。

今年之内，我花了不少钱在买书方面。

• 走自己的路，让别人去说吧！

但丁说

• 你们好像早晨八九点钟的太阳，希望寄托在你们身上。

毛泽东说。

该如何挽回我们的从前？

无话可说。

她的态度，他的反应

我的失望，他的无助

我们终究是无法改变的事实。

现实还是改变了我们。

我该怎么展望我们的未来？

我也好无助...

旆倪

1.51a.m

25.11.2010

I know it's Not Bad^^

Seriously, I tried to change.
Ya... I did see some small change.
I felt satisfied about myself being so happy, today, and I hope it will go on and be better.
Good Start.

Controlling myself to be positive thinking^^




DREAM


may come true if you really insist on it
even it may make changes
Just like J.K Rowling

Bookfair job
I got it!!!
But only for one day.
I think that I will be hire because it was the last day of the fair and the boss need more staff to help to pack up the books,the fair will be crowded too.
That's may why the boss hire me.
Anyway, I still look forward for that day to come 29Nov2010.
I appreciate and feel lucky for got this job.
The very first job, from outsider, know no people...
I wonder how is that condition, I still don't know the details yet...
I hope I know soon so that I can prepare myself.


I can't wait to see the 2011 class arrangement
What I care is Do he still same class with me?
And I woruld like to know How the results of mine.

I slept lately at night these three days.
Erm...Start on G.G Season 3...

Haha^^

Good Morning My World.

3.04a.m
23.11.2010

Plan for Dream

I got to have a planning to achieve my dream-travelling other countries

But after research, I found that the first step I should do is learn to speak in English

To visit the other countries which I prefer is the English speakers

So ... I have to understand to the native speakers

This is the problem I should face it and find ways to work on it while spending my HOLIDAY with staying in house and hanging out

Wow ~ To be a qualified workawayer, I should start to learn from the basic-Help in housework 

Then, cooking, animal care, gardening. Painting, farming, general maintenance, have license in driving

The other things I have to learn also included being open-minded, easy to talk with and other characteristics which socialize ....

That dream have to fulfill in future, maybe more two or three years later, even maybe after I had stepped into the real world ... but not after I had married

All my friends found job for this holiday!!!

I start to feel itchy and would like to have one too

But, do I got the time?

I always have my own reasons for events...

How poor~

Hope got a job at book fair because it take a period of time only

I would like to have some experience about having job

I would not want to apply job to relatives

I got bad-tempered and stingy

If I really did-furious,angry, sure make myself shown my own negative and...mum sure lose face...Last but not least is that I feel ashame of myself!!!

How to improve my English?

I feel like wanna go for course but... Cambridge Kajang is not in my choosing list anymore

Transport is the problem!!!

Study myself is challenging

But this is the only way

It's better is I find a group of friends who really interest in English and really want to improve it and apply it to daily life

BUT

IT's IMPOSSIBLE MISSION

Having an English Teacher is expensive, not every family can deal with it, and my friends are live separately

One at Sg.Long, one at Batu 9, One at Semenyih and tho other at Kajang Prima

Haiz...

Forget about it

It's just IMPOSSIBLE

Let's search on internet about Learn Real English

And read more novels (many words that I can't go through)

Study more about grammar

And watch more English drama

Learn the way they talk and how the structure of their sentence

What they talk often and the basic like"May I beg your pardon?"

Despite I also want to learn about some interpersonal communication and relation

Get easy with people

For the one who I am-like to be alone and so passive to talk

I don't know how to start a conversation, or how to continue after I started it

Seems like six weeks holiday is not enough for me according to my to-do list

-Catch up Form 4 lessons,esp Additional Mathematics, Biology, Chemistry, Physics

-Essay writing in BM, BI and BC (my weakness)

-Learning English

-Finish novels which I had bought recently and long time ago

-Visit my friends at JB

-Hanging out with friends for swimming ,karaoke and movies

-.........

Hey, I wonder Harry Potter is already on cinemas

(I read newspaper today and I suprised saw something about HP news so I asked my mum and she knew! I felt like WOW~)

What I sigh about is TIME FLIES

The movie that I look forward since last year is feel like suddenly on cinemas

It's the end of 2010 AND  now NOVEMBER

Since

I have been so busy for my trips

1-One day trip to Genting with Foon, Xuan and Bin, Mum is the driver

2-One day trip to FRIM,Kepong (went IKANO for lunch is the best part of the trip, well... Canopy Walk called back my memory of camp followed school with best friends)

3-Trip to LANGKAWI (being slave of chocolate, asking favour by Foon, Jesvin and Mum for buying a lot of Choc as there is a DUTY FREE heaven, Gua Kelam did also called back my memory of Gua Telinga at Taman Negara but what I impressed so much is that the fun of walking in the river inside the cave,  I also found something that called the warmth of Friendship)

4-Ipoh + Penang with Jesvin, Jeniffer and their children (Enjoy a lot at Hot Spring, ate a lot and felt missing MILO so much, White Coffee (I found that some of them thought White Coffee is white in colour, Funny XD) is so nice even I am not a coffee drinker wanna give a try and Dry Curry Noodles is just so delicious, Thumbs Up! )

Back to home and technical problem of Internet made me felt bored at home 

So I started do writing dairy and read the school magazine which is very thick enough that make you "O Che" if you accidently drop it! I have experienced, cause the stupid class monitor that he ignored my hurt and  felt Nothing Happen!

The consequences of having many Trips non-stop

-pimples popped up

-going to be sick

-sore throat

-messy baggages

-neglect doggies and family

I am not going to Taichi activity tomorrow

The reason is I am sick

\But... I am still blogger-ing

Because I found the enthusiasm of  and eagerly wanna know the information about it

This all come from my friend who found work at book fair

Bless me that I had chat with her for half an hours even already 12 o'clock, she still online on Facebook

It's a looooooooonnngggg post.......

Satisfaction full of my mind

And Ah Bee's laptop is run out of battery

Gonna sleep even I dont sleepy at all

Good night!

Or Good Morning?!

3.07a.m

20.11.2010

旆倪

露出本色

宁可要过瘾也不留下难得的人，那是不孝。


连续一礼拜置身于不同的vacation状态
我也只想过过瘾


问问自己
After Fun, What's next?



Gua
Kelam
在山洞里走水路，水冰冰的，爽啊
与朋友牵着手
互相扶持
担心自己的矮小
石头埋伏，小心跌个落汤鸡~




别人出身于富贵家门
ipad和iphone手上拿
你还是乖乖坐在一旁看
你若强求
哼
只会令人瞧不起
当你得不到时
恼羞成怒？
不。
我也不过是个人，好胜心强，当失败时，想抒发出自己的情绪，不行吗？
别人视为小气！
哼！
说什么长大了就难管了?
拜托，很离谱，那是什么话，我这叫不大吗？
我有大哄大叫吗？我有继续死惨烂打吗？
没有，因为那是小孩的行为
我心知肚明
在这朱门酒肉臭路有冻死骨的环境下，我不过是一声不吭在一旁，又刚好遇上肚子闹脾气要做大生意
关闭，因而就被贴上坏脾气的标签？


对
我是小气
这就是我
我会懂得如何管理我自己
当活在这复杂邋遢的生活下

看！别人第几名第几名还上台拿奖学金，多厉害~
哈哈
是啊
别人就是在低阶段的人的眼里所谓“家境好，教养好，功课好，环境好，父母好，老师给予的对待也好”
什么都好的那种高高在上的人


我不知妥了什么福，遇上这种人


我多想远离，静静过的那平凡不过的生活


因为你们，我当然见识不少，很感恩
却含羞于表达

管好你天天被先进科技产品包围天天吵着电玩天天每逢遇写字就大发脾气的儿子吧~

我都懂得自立自理了，还说我长大后很难管~
呸！~


但，你们看似大大的房子里，对我来说其实很空虚，里边很沉闷
我爱小小的屋里，转个身就可以看见自己的弟弟妈妈爸爸在做什么
就像在一年前的租来的屋里


比从前快乐？

我能确定的是
或许我变得更成熟了










看看镜子后面，其实我输不起






下次不再与你们一同旅行

我喜欢一个人或两个人或一家人



车上的疯子发癫风胡言乱语
车上的大人小孩都很逢场——大笑

我倒觉得那没什么好笑，反而很想破口大骂
可大家却笑得何不拢嘴。



如何与小孩相处？






我不想知道
我不想面对现实




















我是孤僻一族。



我是小气一族。



以上都是证实自己是经不起批评的面目。

可爱！

昨天没上生物课，全靠不负责任的班长
没赶上巴士
我和朋友们跑去对面的餐厅吃午餐
送上食物的时间长，食物又不新鲜=.=

之后我便跟他们一起搭巴士回家
走到我脚板根痛>.<
看见那个行人天桥，想起了那次和他偶然相遇
为何就那一次？


昨天把刘海夹起来，放学回来放下来时，弄到头皮很痛！
所以今天我没把头发夹上来，一方面也是因为很短一直要担心有没有掉下来
其实放下来很不习惯

看镜子怎么觉得自己很像坏学生？


今天感觉我改变发型
他也剪了头发


巧合？



好帅~~~好可爱~~~~啊~~~
因为如此...心情很好，一直笑笑笑

在他面前却装出一副很认真的样子






我在干吗？


今天和她们谈论起暗恋
说了一个让我摸不透的问题
好感，喜欢，爱
要懂得分辨

可我不懂。


今天考华文试卷一
天啊！跟tips一模一样！！！
我没看tips咯！

写得乱七八糟，文不对题
完蛋了！！！















你的不经意，让我很....^^y


09.11.2010
旆倪

Gossip Girl

越看越刺激！

头发再短也无法改变事实

当时我多希望上一秒钟我的答复是“不”

就不会造成今天这个look~

我接受不了，那完全像我在观察的另一个人

That's not me...But they, people around me, have to accept it till my hair grows longer and make a new hair style

I really hate to be like this, but there's nothing else I can do!!!

I HATE my hair, now~

I miss my long hair~

Every time after I cut my hair I told myself this~Such stupid!

I told myself and of course my mum, I won't let him cut my hair any more,even touch! Never ever!

It's was good cause I met Ho Yie Shien today morning in school.

If not I am going to wait for my Aunt to fetch me for almost TWO HOURS!

We talked about computer games, The Sims!

I really miss this game, I can build my dream house in that game if work and earn salary

But unfortunately, that disc missing and even found, who would know can it be installed to be play?

I am a bit worry about my BC paper one on next Tue.

I didn't read these days

I fond of watching Gossip Girl!

Kristen Bell is just the narrator?

I thought she had an character in that drama...

She now become one of my idol, after watched Veronica Mars.

But now, Gossip Girl...

Those actors are so gorgeous!!!

The girls have the s shape body, and their legs are so straight and wow...how beautiful~

The boys, handsome!

OMG...

I hope I can just watched and no need to worry about my BC paper one....

Maybe I would start reading after weekend...

There's been a long time I didnt sing k!

Tomorrow will be the day!

Erm...not suprising, go with my mum and aunt...

There's advantages

-I dont have to pay, so I dont have to worry about my pocket~

-After all, I have driver! Ah Ha! 

Actually I hope I can go with friend, but only after exam finished while that means  the 'real' holiday coming soon~

Gonna watch G.G more, bye~

06.11.2010

旆倪

笑很狂

哈哈哈哈哈

笑得很猖狂

每时期都会有不同的笑声

我自己也吓倒了

近乎考完试了觉得很轻松。

心情就像李白的“两岸猿声啼不住，轻舟已过万重山”，十分的轻松愉快。

前天发梦一直想到experiment该怎样做怎样做，弄得我睡不好>,<

“一字一句一瞬间 走了火哦~”

整个走火入魔，考化学我感觉还停留在物理

这心情~难以笔墨形容...

我好好奇好想知道，在一起的感觉是怎么样的？？？

如果对象是他。

好像只会在幻想中出现...

华文试卷二的诗歌我真的看不懂，其实很短很简单。

总共三题空了两题一题为了好看些乱写一通。

这次做华文做得特别坦然。

最后很想说：

I play POKER!!!!!!

11.59.p.m

02.11.2010

旆倪

充满勇气

手里拿着厚厚的参考书，细腻的音乐正进入耳蜗里
听着如此轻松的音乐，我想过休闲的生活


如果说明天不用面对一张张白纸黑字的考卷，我想我会就这样听着音乐，打着部落格，读的是哲理散文而不是难懂的化学。


忙里偷闲了很多下，看了几篇读者里的文章
其中一小段短文是关于“莫扎特效应”的，很好奇是什么。
分享一下+


想变聪明吗？
有个很好的方法就是










每天听十分钟的音乐。
这称为莫扎特效应。
虽然在google了一下后，发现有些不一样。
这莫扎特效应有些争执，但....




我觉得这还是个很好的习惯。
如此不必大费周章地动用大量的脑细胞的变聪明方法，还不赶快把它载入你的生活时间表里？
如果说听音乐能让你变聪明，那么听音乐也能让你放松紧绷的心情，一个人就会变得更有修养，脾气也会变得温和些，这不是一举多得吗？







3131
31%折扣，幸福的小孩又再次买到了可口的巧克力雪糕。

干冰很好玩！
放进水里，它会滚滚滚地冒出好多烟~





想你想个不停，该怎么办？




11.57p.m
31.10.2010
旆倪

选择，苦了自己

你们说得有多容易
说到我应该要怎样怎样


我一直以来都是这样的
要改变真的有那么容易吗？ 


Melentur rebung biarlah dari rebungnya


树干就这样了，你要它弯曲叶得需要时间和磨练吧 






对于我的不应该，很抱歉，只是长期待在那...这就是压力转换而来的。


每天被人不知叫多少次，那是无形压力知道吗？
“YEAN”，"YEAN"，"YEAN"，其实没什么，我知道


只是你们习惯了随传随到
这不是显示我的委屈
是反映出你们的习惯与态度可以给人多大的压力




看见亲爱的是多么令我释怀，她不知道，其实我很想她 




面对这些，他会说是活该吧！~




要我融入他们的生活，别忘了我是个怎样的人。




好多应该应该应该...我应该多想想责任，而不是自己。
或许，我就是这么专注于自己的生活吧~




你们说得有多容易 ，却忘了那就是真实的她。
改变不是不行，你们的指尖已经让她矛盾了。
“他们要我那样那样，我．．．我就是那个样子啊！我觉得自己有改变了啊，虽然比起他们的要求微不足道”








这一切只能用复杂来形容。
以子之矛，攻子之盾








看着Kitty泪盈满眶想象如果我们角色对换多好～








为什么人就是那么复杂呢？


8.45p.m
29.10.2010
旆倪