Be Brave

I said I like dancing ballet, I wanna do it, to myself.
Then I started tell my friends, trustful one, then one by one...
I was afraid of being laugh, I will be a laughing stock, I feel embarrasing...

Then I talked about it to people around me, my friends,my mum, my aunt...
Not much people care about it actually, because this is not their dream, it's mine.
I wish someone could understand me feeling, the passion to do something, but it rarely happens.
It's a hard time when I talk to someone who is not supportive for me, the don't know what is the passion and they said the cons, only.
Of course, you can find someone who support you-good friends.
I really appreciate who support me and care about how is it, do I start learning yet? or bla..bla...bla...
I really happy that they show their cares.

There was an afternoon, I was sitting on my chair beside my bed and called again and again for the number of one dance academy at Makhota.
No one picks up the phone....
Called over and over...
Then after I gave up calling, a call from an unknown shown in my phone, I picked up with pretend to be calm heart.
It's the academy calling!
The people on the phone seems like understanding and the attitude is quite favourable.
The call gave me hope!
I knew it! I knew it!
I knew there's a way for this late beginner to learn this dance-Ballet!
Private class!
It's expensive, though.
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Because of transport and bla bla bla have to be considered, I still havent take a real action to chase after my dream yet.





Now, I brave up myself to ask my friend who is a ballerina about the fees of higher grade of ballet.
Because I wanna know the line of it, still have to consider cause imnotrich.
Andyouknowwhat! I actually always not dare to talk to her...and now I am asking her , in fb chat, though.
Claps for myself!

Yay! I gonna dance dance dance dance dance dance!



By the way, two events invitations come to me in one night. (I did not mean anything)
I feel damn happy! Because I always like gathering or party with friends! especially at the most important moment like Year End and Christmas! XDD
It's like sharing the 38 and happy moments with friends!

The most happiest event is to have a Christmas dinner with my BFFs, first time ever at OT!
It's going to happen tomorrow! I am so looking forward to it!

Hope all things go well.
Because, like Abigail, me too, hate changes, of things I already have a beautiful imagination of it.