I got to have a planning to achieve my dream-travelling other countries
But after research, I found that the first step I should do is learn to speak in English
To visit the other countries which I prefer is the English speakers
So ... I have to understand to the native speakers
This is the problem I should face it and find ways to work on it while spending my HOLIDAY with staying in house and hanging out
Wow ~ To be a qualified workawayer, I should start to learn from the basic-Help in housework
Then, cooking, animal care, gardening. Painting, farming, general maintenance, have license in driving
The other things I have to learn also included being open-minded, easy to talk with and other characteristics which socialize ....
That dream have to fulfill in future, maybe more two or three years later, even maybe after I had stepped into the real world ... but not after I had married
All my friends found job for this holiday!!!
I start to feel itchy and would like to have one too
But, do I got the time?
I always have my own reasons for events...
How poor~
Hope got a job at book fair because it take a period of time only
I would like to have some experience about having job
I would not want to apply job to relatives
I got bad-tempered and stingy
If I really did-furious,angry, sure make myself shown my own negative and...mum sure lose face...Last but not least is that I feel ashame of myself!!!
How to improve my English?
I feel like wanna go for course but... Cambridge Kajang is not in my choosing list anymore
Transport is the problem!!!
Study myself is challenging
But this is the only way
It's better is I find a group of friends who really interest in English and really want to improve it and apply it to daily life
BUT
IT's IMPOSSIBLE MISSION
Having an English Teacher is expensive, not every family can deal with it, and my friends are live separately
One at Sg.Long, one at Batu 9, One at Semenyih and tho other at Kajang Prima
Haiz...
Forget about it
It's just IMPOSSIBLE
Let's search on internet about Learn Real English
And read more novels (many words that I can't go through)
Study more about grammar
And watch more English drama
Learn the way they talk and how the structure of their sentence
What they talk often and the basic like"May I beg your pardon?"
Despite I also want to learn about some interpersonal communication and relation
Get easy with people
For the one who I am-like to be alone and so passive to talk
I don't know how to start a conversation, or how to continue after I started it
Seems like six weeks holiday is not enough for me according to my to-do list
-Catch up Form 4 lessons,esp Additional Mathematics, Biology, Chemistry, Physics
-Essay writing in BM, BI and BC (my weakness)
-Learning English
-Finish novels which I had bought recently and long time ago
-Visit my friends at JB
-Hanging out with friends for swimming ,karaoke and movies
-.........
Hey, I wonder Harry Potter is already on cinemas
(I read newspaper today and I suprised saw something about HP news so I asked my mum and she knew! I felt like WOW~)
What I sigh about is TIME FLIES
The movie that I look forward since last year is feel like suddenly on cinemas
It's the end of 2010 AND now NOVEMBER
Since
I have been so busy for my trips
1-One day trip to Genting with Foon, Xuan and Bin, Mum is the driver
2-One day trip to FRIM,Kepong (went IKANO for lunch is the best part of the trip, well... Canopy Walk called back my memory of camp followed school with best friends)
3-Trip to LANGKAWI (being slave of chocolate, asking favour by Foon, Jesvin and Mum for buying a lot of Choc as there is a DUTY FREE heaven, Gua Kelam did also called back my memory of Gua Telinga at Taman Negara but what I impressed so much is that the fun of walking in the river inside the cave, I also found something that called the warmth of Friendship)
4-Ipoh + Penang with Jesvin, Jeniffer and their children (Enjoy a lot at Hot Spring, ate a lot and felt missing MILO so much, White Coffee (I found that some of them thought White Coffee is white in colour, Funny XD) is so nice even I am not a coffee drinker wanna give a try and Dry Curry Noodles is just so delicious, Thumbs Up! )
Back to home and technical problem of Internet made me felt bored at home
So I started do writing dairy and read the school magazine which is very thick enough that make you "O Che" if you accidently drop it! I have experienced, cause the stupid class monitor that he ignored my hurt and felt Nothing Happen!
The consequences of having many Trips non-stop
-pimples popped up
-going to be sick
-sore throat
-messy baggages
-neglect doggies and family
I am not going to Taichi activity tomorrow
The reason is I am sick
\But... I am still blogger-ing
Because I found the enthusiasm of and eagerly wanna know the information about it
This all come from my friend who found work at book fair
Bless me that I had chat with her for half an hours even already 12 o'clock, she still online on Facebook
It's a looooooooonnngggg post.......
Satisfaction full of my mind
And Ah Bee's laptop is run out of battery
Gonna sleep even I dont sleepy at all
Good night!
Or Good Morning?!
3.07a.m
20.11.2010
旆倪
